Shall we go back to yesterday?
Yes I think we should...
Woke up at about 5 am,showered & all until 6...
Then went out of house about 6 :05...
Reached school,sat down,read book & just kept quiet...
Then went home at about 6 :45 pm because of the CCA carnival day...

CCA I picked :
SNO ( Malay instruments)
Choir
Photography
Concert Band

Disadvantages :
SNO ; if I join Choir I can't join this...
Choir ; if I join SNO I can't join this...
Photography ; no reasons
Concert Band ; four years can't quit,& takes up the holidays for training...

Advantages :
SNO ; the Malay instruments are cool & very nice to play...
Choir ; the teacher said I can sing & can be picked to sing for NDP & get free tickets for family...
Photography ; can help out my dad..
Concert Band ; the instruments are also cool...

Went home,showered,sit down & read comics for a while,then prayed & watched some tv..while eating..
MSN-ed at about 8:30 and talked to somebody...
He said at recess he ate with some griffithsians & I mean alot....
Then it made me sad hearing that...
Then chatted with Yanti & Dorothy about something........
I said this to Yanti,
"I felt sad hearing griffithsians eat together,at least you had many griffithsians where as I am alone.Everytime when the teacher is not around I would put my head down & think if I were in Griffiths now,P6 what would I be doing.I held my tears back.But if it was really hard to control my tears from rolling.And I would ask the teacher's permission to go to the toilet,and cry..."
At night I would cry myself to sleep...
I REALLY MISS THEM..

Then I told Dor,what had happened & this is what she said,
" Mayang you must know this,we are now spread all over Singapore,whatever you do we will always support you but only with our hearts...You are the oldest amongst us so I am sure you can take care of yourself..."
Then I was crying really hard..